just when i thought..

[edit] i'm watching the planes fly by in the night sky. and how i wish, i was in one of them. flying far far away from this wretched place. far far away from you. and to a beautiful place, full of new hope, adventure and peace. i sound like i want to die and go to heaven -.- [/edit]

the past always comes back and bites you in the butt eh.

i thought i could stuff everything under that proverbial bed. and all it takes is 4 letters, and 3 symbols for everything to unravel, to come bursting out again.

when it rains, it pours..

i need to constantly remind myself to look towards the future. a better future, a future where i'm free from everything that's holding me down and back here. i have to get there, its one of the few things i'm living for now.

the weeks are so long. so tiresome to get through.

: i'm still here :: goo goo dolls :